It's All Been Done. [version 14]

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Never say never.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009

It feels completely exhilarating to go jogging at night when there's hardly anyone around at the park and the cool wind sets in. To just leave everything behind, be ignorant of everything else, except for the music blasting in your ears and to do it at your own pace. To run until your legs give way, your sides hurt and your heart feels so heavy that you feel like you can no longer breathe. And the best thing about this is that at some point, your mind stops working, and you're no longer thinking about anything else.

You don't miss your water til the well runs dry.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
I was posted to the same room the entire week this week. Thank God the radiographer there was this silly, optimistic dude who speaks in a funny accent. Haha. Even the radiographers there find it hard to comprehend what he says. Somewhere towards the end of the week, he started introducing me to people as his daughter. 0_0 The reason? According to him, it seems that I'm the only one who can understand what he's trying to say, be it in Hangul or English. HAHA.

Most of my family members are overseas again. Right now, my favourite food is Myojo noodles. They give the right amount of noodles and you just have to add hot water into the bowl and tada! Your meal is ready. =) The huge plus? It's super CHEAP. Instead of a typical Macdonald's meal, you can get 5 or 6 bowls of Myojo. Haha. I'm practically writing an advertisement for Myojo.

SOR day is coming! On SOR day, I'll be having a BIASE day instead. We're meeting the next day or Wednesday so it's okay! WOOHOO can't wait, I miss my wonderfully awesome friends. YAYYYY. Holidays. =) Farahin! Let me know when your house is free and YOU are free so that we can hang out. OH, and ZAKIAH, have a safe trip and take care of yourself while you're there! =)

Aah, I refuse to think about the tests that are upcoming when school reopens yet. Holidays just started! =) I'm going to my relative's place now. GOODBYE. HAPPY "HOLIDAYS" people! =)

p/s I think this is such a redundant post.

Going back to the times when we were strangers.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
RANDOM THOUGHTS:
#1 Hospital attachments started last week.
#2 My radiographers last week were pretty awesome people. =)
#3 KRIS ALLEN beats the dude with the screaming fits to the title of American Idol! =)
#4 Sure, in terms of versatility and vocal capabilities, Adam Lamberg is better but I still prefer Kris Allen because of the way he is able to manipulate songs into his own.
#5 I'm the type of person that when somebody stops relying on me when they encounter problems, I will stop relying on them too. It's just who I am. I don't like to share my problems if I can help it.
#6 A friendship is only really barely there when two people no longer make an effort to do anything in the relationship.
#7 I've kind of unofficially stopped listening to the local radio stations. Since many, many weeks ago.
#8 Reset by Super Junior is currently my SMS ringtone. I realise I'll always listen to Kyuhyun's and Donghae's parts at the start before switching it off. Haha.
#9 Their voices really complement each other. =)
#10 These days the songs that are stuck in my head are no longer english nor malay. Go figure.
#11 I can't wait to get my hands on the album. =)

You ask me if I really don't feel anything,
or if nothing's wrong from time to time,
Do I really look like there's nothing wrong? Do I?

Even now, when I look at you my heart hurts,
Even if it's for a moment, I try hard not to let my tears fall,
Don't you know that I'm smiling like a fool?

Now do you think that we can be friends like we used to be before,
Can we really be like that? Can we really?

Press the reset, press press the reset,
You, I only look at you,
Press the reset, press press the reset,
You, I cannot forget you,
Press the reset, press press the reset,
How am I supposed to let go of someone who is right in front of me?
Press the reset, press press the reset,
reset, reset, reset.
It feels like it's turning into a slight obsession. Oh well. At least it takes my mind off things that I rather not think about. Even if it's just for a while.

Just For One Day
Friday, April 24, 2009

Just for one day,
I'd like to take the pain away.
I'd like to feel free of all this weight.
I'd like things to be like when I was five years old.
Even if it is just for one day.

It's ridiculous to stand by and watch things come to this.
Even more ridiculous that I can't do anything about it.

You know you've got it. YEAAAAH.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
A whole month of attachment has passed already! Work has been draining and a whole new learning experience like it usually is. I daresay new friendships have been forged. It feels good to know someone cares. =) And I take back whatever I may have said about a certain someone before attachment started. Never judge a book by its cover. Don't be so judgemental, not good for your health. Haha.

I never thought I'd say this but thanks to Mal, Faz and Saha, I've officially turned into a k-pop fan. To be more specific, two bands named SHINee and DBSK. Haha. They sing and dance so well! On-stage and off-stage. Awesome, talented, good-looking/cute/hot people. I envy people like that. Just look at how much they have achieved at such a young age. It makes you reflect and think how much you yourself have achieved. Geez.

My apologies to anyone who may think that I've been avoiding them or anything like that. I've just been so cut out from everyone's life and retreating into my own world lately that I no longer know what is going on. With the world and with the people I care about. When I get my thoughts in order, I promise to get all friendships back on track. As for right now, I'm on hiatus.

Oh, my phone is spoilt by the way. So yeaaah. Really sorry if I don't reply or don't get your messages. It is not on purpose. Honest. Byeeee people. Take care. HAPPY HOLIDAYS MY POLY FRIENDS. (Can't believe we're entering year 2 soon already. Sheesh.) =)

Oh, I was watching this DBSK drama the other day, and this conversation between Yoochun and Jaejoong somehow got stuck in my head:
Yoochun: Jaejoong hyung, if you have to choose between love and friendship, which would you choose?
Jaejoong: Friendship and love comes in a package. You either have both or you give up both.

Hmmm. BYE PEOPLE. =)

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